PER>>Haps.. ytd was the worst day of my life... =[=[=[ arghhhh that incident i kept regretting for the whole day why why have i not done? why i never thought of it? even though i know there is no point regretting now but i just cant stop regretting and blaming myself for it..

i cant describe the feeling. its the end of world.

schedule for today:
1250am math hw sleep end
9am English 11am end
11am SS 1pm end [ not sure]
130pm games and toy ... dunno where [300]
4pm math tuition 6pm end
730-8pm cook "uneatable stuff" 1030 end [maybe earlier]

packed. but i am glad tt i am busy.

1030pm homed to tpy and hw for all sleep end.



HEY CAN ANY GIVE ME A TIME MACHINE I NEED IT BADLY! plz..

21june bbq cum OUTING wif chpt.

on the 21 of june, me and bro was late for the meeting at pasir ris MRT and ended up dad fetching us there which i wanted from the starting xD. hmmm dad sae tt the E!hub is escape theme park but me and bro sae it isnt he insisted and drop us off at the lobby causing me and bro to walk a long way out to pasir ris park.=.=
hmmm due to dont know where is the bbq pit we followed someone who looks familiar but dont know if we are following the correct person [= anyway we followed the correct person. so hmm reach there still got ppl haven come. waited and waited then finally they started the game. the games were quite fun [= this is all i could sae. after the game when they preparing for the bbq stuff get to know one new friend [= but ya u noe too shy to talk so we both sited there quietly and she kept asking why i so quiet and if i dare to ans it will be "i am like that [=" (bro away playing liao) then nth much i onli noe i spent most of my time using chopstick to bring green bean from one cup to another. o lastly, i lovessss the mushmallow J( dunno how spell his name) bbq is damn soft xD. The end!






thats the green bean, cup and chopstick xD [ tt's not me in the pic ^^]

ahhhh!.. okok haiz.... it's getting form bad to worst worst to cannot worst anymore [= ya as if it's a real smile ^^..
arghhhh.....ok F&N orh.. todae new cher then sae we alot thing haven finish! and WTHWTH dont feel lik typing ... ... ..haiz..
somemore so many mock test =[ ...
art not done yet also..
chinese oral practise not even started.. ...and i am going for oral on FRIDAY? huh?!

AND lastly half of year have gone? gone?!

haha mom made de heart shape cake^^

june18
star program love math lesson xD.. coz Mr. Bala is one of the teacher i dare to ask question xD
so i can clear my doubt ^^
after math is chem.. hmmm i not really concentrating wonder why? but i manage to write down A FEW of thing cher sae xD..
After chem went hong house listen to KHR de song. hmm then watch a few video which is funni xD..
ok larh nth much abt todae =/ but wahaha KHR finally watch till 86 le.. waiting for 87 faster faster xD.

hmm meet sher todae thx for the present will post pic next time..^^

err yar as what i think =x we are both quiet until siao haha..
err shy to talk also xD. but see here i am typing alot lols..
hmmm we walk around sing plaza hardly talking to each other and we dont have any place to go walking blindly =.= then keep asking each other go where? where u wan go? and somemore =x ya tts the result when our connecting line is in japan haha. when she is with us, there are always aim and topic haah.

hmmm jus now went for home visit.. err.. huiting sae i am in the dance but.. there will be audition somemore... .. anything might happen. i learned from my previous lesson it doesn't mean tt i am choosen i am able to so i must continue with my practise [= jiayou^^

i put too much confident on the previous tt i fall so badly.. =/

and gdnites! haha ending here and off i go into my dreamz xD

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hmm most ppl seem to be enjoying their holidays. i mean going out wif frenz.. =/ ya i did go out wif ling err but for study? lols.. but tmr going out wif sher^^ hope it will be a great day^^..
almost everyday stay at home. =/ SIAN. okay the end. =.=

will post later if there is anything to waha xD

hoo got one part sing wrong xD..

today hmm nth much? perhaps later^^

o tmr meeting up with sher and tonight ling fly to japan liao =/

ming nian de shi er yue.

waha video^^

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cries* oh please. ='(
coz i am not choosen.
haiz..and did any understand? i doubt it.
but its fated so.. forget it? try ba.

i thought that i could dance.
chocolate no use le =[
there is cute video shall post lataz when i finish my hw and if i could finish=.=

hello!
hmmm nothing happen today. just that today no mood xD
.. .. ..
"4 thing tt cannot recover.
1:The stone.. ..after the throw.
2:The Words.. ..after its said.
3:The occasion.. ..after the loss.
4:The time.. ..after its gone.
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偶然の一致? or fated? 感謝する^^

[=.. finally.. but i am too tire.

Aragaki Yui-Heavenly Days[english]I turn off the time to wake up before the alarm clock ressounds
I don’t know why but I can already remember you

I wonder if, before I know it, I’ll forget
even the miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes
Will I end up forgetting even that I’ve forgotten?

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there’s no way to feel you ever again, ah
I’m locking up those days that are still a bit warm

Tired of walking, I sat down and was at a loss, if you were with me
We could have talked about something like our unbearable dream’s fate

I couldn’t say it by the ticket barrier, I wanted to say
That I feel “Thank you” are maybe words
much sadder than “goodbye”

Heavenly days, I wonder if I could smile properly
At the scene of our last kiss, I couldn’t even
grasp your shivering hands, not even my tears fell, ah
Now that it’s too late, they overflow when I’m alone

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there’s no way to feel you ever again, ah
Even if I stretch out my hands, you’re not here anymore
I’ll walk on under a new light

little smile.
i am not clear of what am i actually doing. why why why am i ..?
is this what i wanted is this ture? is this from the bottom of my heart?

and.. issit ___ too?.

.takekares.

Aragaki_Yui_-_Heavenly_Days

Mezamashi ga na ru mae ni oki te toki wo tomeru
Omoidaseru no wa mou nantonaku da kedo kimi no koto
Ichi okubou no kimi ni ae ta kiseki nanka mo
Itsu no ma ni ka wasure chau ka na
Wasure ta koto sae mo kitto wasure te shimau no
Heavenly days

Mune no poketto no heya
Kimi no kie ta nukumori wo sagasu yo
Mou nidoto kimi wo omou koto wa naku te mo
Mada sukoshi atataka ano hibi ni kagi o kake te


Aruki tsukare te suwarikon de tohou ni kure te
Kanawa nai yume yu'ni toka futari nara ie ta
Kaisatsu guchi de ie nakatta ii takatta
' arigatou'tte kotoba wa tabun
' sayonara ' yori mo kanashii katoba ni omou no
Heavenly days

Umaku warae te ta ka na
Saigo no kisusu kurueru kimi no te o
Nigire nakatta namida sae ochi nakatta
Hitoripocchi ni nari imasara afure dasu yo
Heavenly days

Mune no poketto no heya
Kimi no kie ta nukumori wo sagasu yo
Mou nidoto kimi wo omou koto wa nakutemo
Te o nobashi te mi te mo koko ni wa mou I nai yo
Atarashii hikari no shita aruki dasu yo

BIRTHDAY present! xD
1: jiewei bernard melvin

2:lingying jie

3:yuminmin

4:poohbear [maohong]
no pic yet*
5:dage erge

6: birthday cake from alot ppl lols. err i dunno who but ya it's one of it^^
no pic xD
7:hongbao from uncle! hahaha and i haven open yet =,=
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new labtop xD faster, nicer and better waha xD but still getting new de.^^

bearbear jelly made by me and mom..=.= still got the price on top lols..

shared with bro^^

heeh ducky from min the pinky thing is mine lols..

bunbun:yes? huh i cant hear you?

tata xD

!!!! i cannot upload my pic?!! why why why? lols..

ytd wanted to upload pic but no bluetooth todae upload le cannot upload in photobucket.=.=...

but but but then i upload in blogger wahaha xD



okk........................ cya^^

me and dad cook for mom de xD

its raining..

haha xD SHH..

hmmm ytd went for BBQ... err can sae tt i do nth =.=... ya except for the jelly =/..
...find myself so useless?? lols..and and haiz forget it..
hmm todae dad and wai gong gojukai.. haha..^^
ohya tmr is pris b.day!!.. HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY xD. * and i doubt tt she noe tt i got a blog? lols..
hmm wonder if celebrating..=/
TMR making bobochacha[izzit spell tt way? lols.] wif er ge hahaha and i am pulling my bro to help *evil laughter xD
.. yawn*>.< haiz.. tire le xD.. ending here haha..
go orh orh liao^^ nites!

i need a tag =[.